we can't get everything that we wish of.

how sweet it is if only both of us to be in the greatest love story :')

when u're in love, u can feel appreciated every single time.
u always talk to him wherever u are.
u keep on phone with him, tak kesah lah dgn cara apa sekali pon..
maybe 3G, mms, and the sweetest things is, u're sms with him till u're sleeping and the phone still at ur hand.
when u're awake, the first thing u do is u're so hurry to find where ur phone and check if u got sms from him.
dgn mata sepet baru bangun tido tu pon, u're still try to read his sms and reply it.
it is very meaningful and u always wish if the same thing will be happen forever in ur days.

but trust me, yg indah dan membahagiakan itu bukan lah selamanya.
Allah bagi pinjam sekejap, so bila ada tu hargailah sesungguhnya.
everything changed in life.
it is different love story than before when u're in love with other person.
semuanya tak sama, mestilah, sebab org yg berlainan.
depends on who u couple with.

mana tau, cinta kali ni kau bercinta dgn kekasih org.
mmg kau tak de langsung niat utk jd org ke3, bah kan kau cuba utk menjauhkan diri.
but it is not easy when u've fall in love with him.
bagai nak gila kau cuba, tp haram langsung tak boleh.
then kau decide utk teruskan that relationship, and dia pon rasa mcm just okay to have 2 girl friends in his life.
so greedy -.-''
but in the same time, its really pain when u're always hurting.
nasib lah, bercinta dgn pakwe org kan ?
now, ur love story not like others.
u can't always feel the happiness because u're the second !
berkongsi, apa lah yg rase ?
u're not everything to him.
u can't keep sms with him because he has another to sms with.
jgn harap lah if kau sms dgn dia, dia akan bls on time sbb dia sms dgn 2 org.
stgh minit kau ambil mse nak reply sms dia, tp dia akan ambil mse 1 minit stgh utk reply sms kau.
tu pon paling cepat lah -.-'' hurmmmm.
bila mlm, before u're going to sleep it is just few sms u got from him.
nak gayut setiap mlm like other couples ? mmg tak dpt ah.
when u're the second in the others person life, mmg mcm ni lah kenyataan hdp.
sakit perit when u're sharing the love.
even sometimes he always did the best for u, but it is still can't cure the hurt in ur heart.
kau selalu hrp yg dia akan jd milik kau selamanya, tp tlg lah jgn nak mimpi sbb kau siapa je dlm kisah cinta hdp dia..
kau selalu rase kau just his second choice, perempuan simpanan dia, kekasih gelap dia, scandal dia..
but who knows the real story, they will give a good words to u.
itu hanya mereka yg memahami lah, yg tak memahami tu mula lah ckp the bad things.
u know what, in this case u're too tired of crying when u're keep trying to be someone who is can accept and understand who u are in this love story.
kau amat sakit dan ia terlalu perit utk kau terima kenyataan when he warn u to don't contact him when he with his another girl friend.
kau yg pilih jln tu.
kau yg cipta kisah cinta sebegini rupa.
kau sakit kan ? biaselah, karma.
kau cuba utk mencintai milik org, tu sbb kau sakit dlm mse yg sme.
2 in 1, sedap kan ?
kau menyayangi and in the same time too, kau dilukai dgn kenyataan hdp.
sudah sudah lah, tinggalkan kesakitan ni.
find the new life, new love story maybe.. insya Allah.
u're not too strong to go through this love story.

u must make it over, finish it. try, u can do it !
yea, it is not so easy but better u feel the painful now than u're going to be hurt forever.
try to leave him slowly..
try to decrease ur love to him..
try to forget bout him..
try to ignoring all the memories between u and him..
when the time comes and u can do it, just take the chance and try to not falling back to him.
remember this, all is depends on u.
u decide it either u want to being hurt forever or what else..
to them who is understand u, just thanks to them for gives u strength and advice.
u knew it that u can't do it alone.
so, with their words u can make it as ur strength to face the reality when u chose to just end this love story..
tragic love story.

..... i knew it dear, u never read my entry bout u. u never know bout my story and u never spend time to give ears to my stereo hearts. never mind, its just okay.. let say if u read this, i just wanna say i love u, thanks for this love, and u're one of my sweet memory in my whole life.