jgn kencing gwa. tak de sape pon yg tahu..
gwa nak ungkapkan segala kat sini tp mcm tak terluah.
its look like something difficult to be explain.
tp mmg, hidup gwa mmg betol betol main tarik tali.
tak tau sape menang, tergapai gapai..
hentah iye hentah tidak.
gwa nak cari life but don't know where and how.
sometimes i keep thinking why i became like this..
i can't get the answers but i keep looking of my past life and say to myself,
"just accept these because without all those things, i'm not who i am now".
that is the best way to cure my heart from sulking.
but why on these couple of days i always feel like...............
i'm become more far from all people in my life.
nak cari sebab kenapa, tp mcm tak kan jumpe..
hentah, why huh ? bad news maybe. perhaps, not.
tak indah mana kisah hidup gwa sebenarnya..
indah sebab terisinya kasih sayang dr family gwa, kawan kawan gwa..
tak ada cinta yg kekal melainkan cinta agung yg satu, Allah.
i'm very lucky to been here, in this family and this country.
yg silapnye.. tu jela, my ex are the biggest mistakes i have done in my whole life.
but just accept the takdir. face the fact, bkn susah..
ala, ckp senang nak buat mampuih.
even i have a guy in my heart, his love still can't beat my family's love.
gwa sayang sangat kat family gwa..
if anything bad happened to one of them, pls Allah replace the situation on me.
i'm begging U, Allah.
tak kesah lah bahagia mn pon kite bersame jejaka impian dlm hidup kite, ingat kasih keluarga tak de bandingannya dgn sayang dari mereka tu.
tu dunia jee tu.. it is just temporary.
trust me, family are everything !
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